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Torture me inside.
Together as one,
More alike than needed.
My thoughts fill your head.
Oh how am sorry.
The words thta you said,
What I had thought.
Nothing, Should have escaped your lips.
Why does the actions he pulled,
Hurt me as well?
This is only imaginary,
All in my head.
Love for you is hard,
We keep on reseting.
That should never happen again.
I should just forget,
But whay can't I do so?
These words are never ending.
This world that excists,
Solely in my mind.
A world of darkness and gore.
You are trapped inside as well,
A way to express our sorrow.
So I write out our story,
For everyone to read.
I'm sorry for the trouble,
That our friends have to go through.
Why can't I forget?
Why do I go through this?!
This problem needs to be solved.
Once more I'm afraid,
Afraid of myself and how my tears shall fall...
But how many people can we promise,
Promise we'll be okay?
Can we keep this promise,
So they aren't troubled by us.
My tears are promised to fall,
I can no longer stop them.
For the person I am,
And who I wish to be,
Will soon be gone and lost..
Together as one,
More alike than needed.
My thoughts fill your head.
Oh how am sorry.
The words thta you said,
What I had thought.
Nothing, Should have escaped your lips.
Why does the actions he pulled,
Hurt me as well?
This is only imaginary,
All in my head.
Love for you is hard,
We keep on reseting.
That should never happen again.
I should just forget,
But whay can't I do so?
These words are never ending.
This world that excists,
Solely in my mind.
A world of darkness and gore.
You are trapped inside as well,
A way to express our sorrow.
So I write out our story,
For everyone to read.
I'm sorry for the trouble,
That our friends have to go through.
Why can't I forget?
Why do I go through this?!
This problem needs to be solved.
Once more I'm afraid,
Afraid of myself and how my tears shall fall...
But how many people can we promise,
Promise we'll be okay?
Can we keep this promise,
So they aren't troubled by us.
My tears are promised to fall,
I can no longer stop them.
For the person I am,
And who I wish to be,
Will soon be gone and lost..
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This is mostly about a feeling I;ve had since talking to a friend.
We were RPing and something I suggested and went through with really started bugging me today. I don't know why we had ended up reseting something we shouldn'tve and how I changed my character to much. She's becoming something I don't want anymore.
Makes me wish i could take my words back and forget it ever happend.
I just don't know why its bugging me so much. But right now I know that the specific character I was using would never say "I don't like you" even by accident! She would say "I love you," I just want to take it back anf forget it! Replace it with what she should say. Discard the scene keep the one I liked, The one that was sweet
But of course its easier said than it is done.
But in the same way this is bugging me I had an idea for the exact character I messed up with! I've been linking her personallity to my charcter Gothica to much, And I'm pushing her into something dark.
THe character I shall be using will be pushed into darkness and depression but hides it behind a smile. She's been going through it for a long time. And just when she thought it was gone, it came right back. But even this idea is bugging me! And I don't know why!
Like I shouldv'e mentioned in my poem
"Holding tears against something,
Something you souley regret.
You cannot hold back the promised tears that come with despair"
I know my rambling made no sense, Sorry
We were RPing and something I suggested and went through with really started bugging me today. I don't know why we had ended up reseting something we shouldn'tve and how I changed my character to much. She's becoming something I don't want anymore.
Makes me wish i could take my words back and forget it ever happend.
I just don't know why its bugging me so much. But right now I know that the specific character I was using would never say "I don't like you" even by accident! She would say "I love you," I just want to take it back anf forget it! Replace it with what she should say. Discard the scene keep the one I liked, The one that was sweet
But of course its easier said than it is done.But in the same way this is bugging me I had an idea for the exact character I messed up with! I've been linking her personallity to my charcter Gothica to much, And I'm pushing her into something dark.
THe character I shall be using will be pushed into darkness and depression but hides it behind a smile. She's been going through it for a long time. And just when she thought it was gone, it came right back. But even this idea is bugging me! And I don't know why!
Like I shouldv'e mentioned in my poem
"Holding tears against something,
Something you souley regret.
You cannot hold back the promised tears that come with despair"
I know my rambling made no sense, Sorry
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